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by Billie Raffety

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Maddy, your daughters are so kind Maddy, but your son needs help for his heart and mind Your son needs help for his heart and his mind Maddy, you only met me twice Maddy, you couldn't have stopped him even if you tried I forgive you it's alright Maddy, can I say your home was nice? Maddy, the sandstone walls and the modern way you did the kitchen Oh but Maddy, I wish you'd gone downstairs Maddy, I wonder how things would change Open your eyes, open your eyes Maddy, I hope your husband is alright Maddy, you couldn't have stopped him even if you'd tried But I wish you'd opened up your eyes
2.
August came early, September 1995 Must have been hurried, spring was barely alive You watched us grow, you watched us grow Jude came late, September 2002 The womb was warm, skin had aged and life was new Had no time to grow, no time to grow Jude would laugh at their stories, not knowing why her fingers bleed Dripped onto white cotton, onto white cotton White flags turned, white flags turned red Jude's head turned red, Jude's head turned red Jude's head turned red, Jude's head turned red Jude Jude's head turned red, Jude's head turned red
3.
Last Night 05:07
The smoke took the sane out of my head, And it spread, through the cracks of my personality And understanding, logic, and need Passed the black and white curtains and onto the breeze, The breeze But the thunder it rose in my chest, Like a baby woodpecker trying to leave the nest, A mirage not filled with desire - but my very worst fear Feeling like a stranger in a room of my closest friends But after last night, I need a rest But after last night, I need, I need a rest Need a rest Home felt so far, already off the breaks Dented Sarah's car, apologised, and drove away With my Dad's bag in hand a case full of beers, Greeted at the party as I smiled through my tears But the thunder it rose in my chest, Like a Cygnet born child with a tambourine And we danced to Ben Folds until the early hours And I was here thinking you were my Zak without a C But after last night, I need a rest But after last night, I need, I need, I need A rest
4.
I love the way you hold my head, You cradle it like a child, like a child You fall asleep to industrial punk, volume eleven I don't know how you do but you do Now you're awful at compliments but I wanted you to know I know it's selfish but I wanted to be I know it's selfish but I wanted to be Yours, for a little while When you wake, your eyes a red Bringing out the turquoise in your head I love the way you listen with intent, Always remembering what I said and why I said it But I wished you'd say more to me Now you're awful at compliments but I wanted you Now you're awful at compliments but I wanted you Now you're awful at compliments but I wanted you to know I know it's selfish but I wanted to be I know it's selfish but I wanted to be Your favourite one
5.
Walking George Street, wondering why the sky is red and brown The music is too loud, in my ear And it rings, and it rings Like tinnitus and screams Vibrance all around us, but we can't feel a thing No we can't feel a thing I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Helicopters fly over my room I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Triple zero ready on my phone Recognise a number plate, and my throat feels like I've swallowed a grenade But it's okay Cause I'm made of water, not a spark in my stomach or a smile goin my way It'll just sit there until the very next day, until the very next day I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Helicopters fly over my room I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Triple zero ready on my phone, On my phone, on my phone, on my phone I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Helicopters fly over my room I'm so glad that we live right near the hospital, Triple zero ready on my phone
6.
Bye! 03:58
I'm so excited, that I can drive onto a boat and over the water See ya later, to the things that I know To this town we call a city, a city that will always be home But I will cover my eyes It'll be a goodbye, it'll be a goodbye, it'll be a goodbye Goodbye Inside is my mattress, red lamp, clothes and coats The mirror you made out of shells when I was born With the paintings of Liffey, the boys and the bus I'm gonna miss you guys, but it'll be so sweet when we're all together again But I, I, I will open my eyes It'll be a goodbye, it'll be a goodbye, it'll be a goodbye Goodbye, Goodbye!

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released September 1, 2021

Produced by Reuben Willmot from Tone Wheel Productions

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Billie Raffety Hobart, Australia

Ever-since picking up a guitar at 13, Tasmanian-based singer/songwriter Billie Raffety has been writing. Her compositions are often powerful ballads, utilising vivid imagery to share personal stories and emotions. All together she creates an immersive and personal experience for the listener, somewhat reminiscent of artists such as Phoebe Bridgers, but with the vocal stylings of Lianna La Havas. ... more

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